things are not great. i can t handle the way life is going, i’ve had 4 £500 gigs pulled. the BGT tour…ha ! also had my one man show at Volcano Theatre cancelled. always with the lack of pre-sales line.

did i mention eleri and i got lucky because we found someone’s case for them. he was a rich bloke who came to pick it up in a Ferrari. we got given a £200 token for a hotel in Malvern, and a £80 token for Malvern theatres.

why am i so lazy? what is wrong with me ? i have ideas but can’t get them down on paper, and feel glad to just live a life of dreaming and thinking. been writing poetry, or was until my muse left me. A muse but not amusing.

getting better though as a performer. Finally managed to get a video on Next Up for to stream. Llive at Llanelli – 15 minutes of gold.